0745hrs
I haven't written in a couple of days because I haven't been feeling to hunkydory. Things have become very fucked up these last couple of days. Fucked up beyond words. Immensely, totally, fuckilifuck fucked up. There's not enough "fuck" words to describe how messed up, stupid and, as I said before, fucked up things are right now. One good thing is that I am leaving this shithole on Friday thank god. I was going to go to Mallorca but now I am not sure any longer. So it will either be Mallorca or Malmö, Sweden. It all depends one fucked up thing. Yes, I swear. A lot. Only because fuck is the most wonderful word ever 'cause it can be used to really express how you feel about so many things and other stuff.
Today is my little brother, Mattias' birthday. Happy Birthday. He is 15 today. I remember my fifteenth birthday. Me and my friends all wore green 'cause it's my favourite colour and went for drinks in Cappuccino and then went out to Magaluf. I remember I was totally in love with this one English PR guy for one of the clubs. That was back when PR's were still allowed on the streets but they were banned because they were so fucking annoying and way too many. The clubs and bars would employ way over the limit they were allowed and have hundreds of them on the streets trying to usher you into their bar/club. You had to be a fucking ninja to be able to avoid them. Seriously. Thank god they're gone. I've seen some there still though but at least it's nowhere as bad as it was before.
OOooOoH four fucking days left. That should fly by like THAT but it won't 'cause someone is punishinng me and making time travel slower than a fucking snail. YES FUCKING SNAIL. I am in a very bad mood so I'm allowed to swear.
I want to break free. I want to break freeeee.
I'm jealous of Spooneleh's fun and sexual adventures! I want some too! Impossible in a town full of old people. At least I'll be in Mallorca/Sweden soon! Yaay. yaay. yay. yay?
WHAT am I going to do today you might ask. Fuck all. HA.
That's a LIEEE. Well nearly. I'm getting a back massage at 0830hrs and then at 1130hrs a Shiatsu massage but otherwise I will be doing fuck all so I will have time to write more. Yay. Half-hearted.
Wherever I end up on Friday, I am still going to bake like a maniac. I am baking deprived and haven't fed my deprivation since the 22nd of December. It's very sad. That's like four weeks. Holy moly, it's like a MONTH. :O
Man, I want to go to those mountains with the Swiss cheese, become a buddhist nun and worship Marlon Brando.
JAlaPeÑ0ooO
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